Experiment in Private Self-Consciousness
Ned W. Schultz, Ph.D. Copyright ©2002	Intro • One • Two • Three Four • Five • Six Homepage • Email
Two - Seven Attempts at Liquifying the Self
22	Hesitation over melting or merging with the world; also a fear of puniness or insignificance.
71	A strong and confident feeling of merging with the rest of the world, mixing it up with the world, so to speak.
193	A stormier chapter...it's a battle to merge with the world; it feels like we are opposed and in turmoil.
211	Feeling stronger here, more intact, calmer, even though the world is in some disequilibrium.
213	Feeling stable after stormier chapters. The world seems more tame. Storms have left their mark, but it feels okay, a necessary part of this scene.
222	A feeling of warmth and encouragement from the world...darker thoughts and feelings give rise to a potential for melting, moving or sharing inner experiences.
222A	A very hopeful, sure sense of blending into the world. Here I feel very sure that I belong in this world, that I am meant to be a part of it.
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