What are big girls made of?

Marge Piercy

The construction of a woman:

A woman is not made of flesh

of bone and sinew

belly and breasts, elbows and liver and toe.

She is manufactured like a sports sedan.

She is retooled, refitted and redesigned every decade.

Cecile had been seduction itself in college.

She wriggled through bars like a satin eel,

Her hips and ass promising, her mouth pursed

In the dark red lipstick of desire.

She visited in ’68 still wearing skirts

tight to the knees, dark red lipstick,

while I danced through Manhattan in mini skirt,

lipstick pale as apricot milk,

hair loose as a horse’s mane. Oh, dear,

I thought in my superiority of the moment,

whatever has happened to poor Cecile?

She was out of fashion, out of the game,

disqualified, disdained, dis-

membered from the club of desire.

Look at pictures in French fashion

magazines of the 18th century:

century of the ultimate lady

fantasy wrought of silk and corseting.

Paniers bring her hips out three feet

each way, while the waist is pinched

and the belly flattened under wood.

The breasts are stuffed up and out

offered like apples in a bowl.

The tiny foot is encased in a slipper

never meant for walking.

On top is a grandiose headache:

Hair like a museum piece, daily

Ornamented with ribbons, vases,

grottoes, mountains, frigates in full sail,

balloons, baboons, the fancy

of a hairdresser turned loose.

The hats were rococo wedding cakes

that would dim the Las Vegas strip.

Here is a woman forced into shape

rigid exoskeleton torturing flesh:

a woman made of pain.

How superior we are now: see the modern woman

thin as a blade of scissors.

She runs on a treadmill every morning,

fits herself into machines of weights

and pulleys to heave and grunt,

an image in her mind she can never

approximate, a body of rosy

glass that never wrinkles,

never, grows, never fades. She

sits at the table closing her eyes to food

hungry, always hungry:

a woman made of pain.

A cat or dog approaches another,

they sniff noses. They sniff asses.

They bristle or lick. They fall

in love as often as we do,

as passionately. But they fall

in love or lust with furry flesh,

not hoop skirts or push up bras

rib removal or liposuction.

It is not for male of female dogs

that poodles are clipped

to topiary hedges.
 
 

If only we could like each other raw.

If only we could love ourselves

like healthy babies burbling in our arms.

If only we were not programmed and reprogrammed

to need what is sold us.

Why should we want to live inside ads?

Why should we want to scourge our softness

to straight lines like a Mondrian painting?

Why should we punish each other with scorn

as if to have a large ass

were worse than being greedy or mean?

When will women not be compelled to view their bodies as science projects, garden to be weeded, dogs to be trained?"

When will a woman cease to be made of pain?

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The grey flannel sexual harassment suit

The woman in the sexual harassment

suit should be a virgin

who attended church every Sunday,

only ten thousand miles on her

back and forth to the pew.

Her immaculate house is

bleached with chlorine tears.

The woman in the sexual harassment

suit should never have known

a man other than her father

who kissed her only on the cheek, and the minister

who patted her head

with his gloves on.

The woman in the sexual harassment

suit is visited by female

angels only, has a platinum

hymen protected by Brinks,

is white of course as unpainted

plaster, naturally blonde

and speaks only English.

The woman in the sexual harassment

suit wears white cotton blouses

buttoned to the throat, small

pearl clip-on earings,

grey or blue suits and one

inch heels with nylons.

Her mails and lips are pink.

If you are other than we have

described above, please do

not bother to complain.

You are not a lady.

We cannot help you

A woman like you simply

cannot be harassed.

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